A well dressed mess

just when i thought
i could let loose a bit,
OHHHHHHHHH NO. the school doesn't let me. my weekend is jampacked with projects. check this out, saturday video shooting, sunday art presentation, monday science experiment, wednesday, science compilation. and the only reason why there isn't group project meetings on the other days is because of training. someone so help me, or i would literally break down. there's chinese oral coming thursday. and guess what, it doesn't end here. chinese makes it worse. i have to complete five newspaper articles in ESSAY format by monday. that's like writing FIVE zuo wens. do i have 'incredible' plastered all over my face? because it almost seems as if the school thinks we are amazing to be able to cope with all that. oh god, i am so dead i swear. i obviously am not. CRIES!
anyway worry later, right now, i'm just glad all the cas are over. put an end to studying please. i'm so proud of myself. i stuck firmly with my abstinence from the computer. :D haha. english, literature, geography, maths went okay for me i'd say. as for the rest, not too good from my perspective. hope i'll do alright though. can't afford to do horribly! i got my maths back and i'm okay with it. :) better than i expected of myself. so that's a good thing. heh. i miss minami and ayano! they flew off this morning. it's odd without their presence. and they were so sweet yesterday. being their last day, they made gazillion little paper cranes and small paper crates out of origami paper. countless, i'm telling you. so much effort put into the folding. and they laid them outside class for anyone to take. so sweet. i wrote them letters, and shared to give them cookies. i didn't get to go for the after school outing because of training. :( i miss them! oh and speaking of yesterday, it was embarrassing. LAUGH, we got punished. like half the class brought chinese down for science and mrs tan got really mad. actually, my only intention was to get catherine to test me during the walk from st gabriel's to the science lab and not to study during science. but she saw the purple and blue books everywhere so she got really mad and half of the class had to stand individually on each pillar of the walkway. everybody could see us. those who walked pass were probably going like 'what the hell are they doing'. hah. an awkard sight for sure. x) but we got the full two periods to study cause she apparently 'allowed' us to. honestly, besides the embarrassment, the punishment went okay. we were doing funny stuff around the pillars when she wasn't looking. xD haha. very entertaining. training was alright after school. we did the jump jump jump which was awfully tiring. but because it was raining, the rest of training was slacker. we volleyballed towards the end. my team won! it was pretty fun. *sister, i'm always here for you okay. :) hmm. i still think my hair looks funny. haha. gave myself a little haircut on tuesday. i guess i'm just not too used to it yet. i look neater, which is not normal. haha. x) mrs siow told us today that she's going to resign! at the end of this month. :'( i think she's a good history teacher! and she's so nice. oh man, this is sad. i think i'm probably gonna cry when she leaves. classmates, we must get her a nice farewell present alright! by the way, this post is so jump all over the place! i feel it's really messed up, don't you think? haha. okay, and i'm proud to say i took like an hour to type this out. haha. i'm eating apples. :) and i hear the voice of my cute face! i'm gonna go watch her now. heh. a little outing time with my romantic tomorrow. :)
i miss you.

mich: the carnival was okay. haha. yes please! <3.
celeste: yes sister. i wanna go out with you! i love you.
F: sorry avis! we must go out soon. i can't wait. hope you are doing good for your prelims! all the best h3f! much love. :)
sam: you're welcome. my sweetness! miss you too.
money: it's okay. i'm here whenever you need me kay. <3.
juicy: i helped you on wednesday. and anytime. ;) loveyou.
jiazhi: mmc dear, i miss you. and i want an outing! LOVE*
beitris: you're such a cute one please. haha, i'll try. x) thanks! loveya.
sha: yeahh. thanks. :) <3.
amelia: i love you more. :))
emili: that lovely attraction of mine. :)) i tried! haha. thanks. i love you.
charmaine: dedicated to you. :) LOVE*
aline: HAHAHA! ;)
celeste: don't mention it. i'm always here for you! i love you much much! :)

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